Hurting people…hurts

Yeah. That topic might sound lame, but its actually true.

I’ve done a lot of things lately, and hurting people is in my top 3. I haven’t actually had a reason. Well I have. The thing is, I’m taking my anger on the wrong people. For instance, my friend and I had a small fight, and I got pissed for about five minutes. During those five minutes, her boyfriend walks past, and I shove him.

I know, pretty stupid of me, huh? Yeah well, when I get pissed, the time span lasts for about 5 minutes to one day (excluding certain people of course who I will dislike for eternity). At that time, I get really really angry and if that person isn’t there, I act all furious to anyone who is around me.

So I’d like to aplogize and dedicate this post to my friend Anika. In Jap, I totally snapped at her, and we’re like, the most awesome friends of time.

Anika, I acted stupid, and I hope you forgive me.

Argh, only 6 more assignments to go. Kill me.

You only live once, but if you live right, once is enough.

How can you live ‘right’?

Living right is just…wrong. Nobody can live ‘right’. Sure, people can be extremely happy with their life – overjoyed, but everyone feels as if they are missing something. It is human characteristics, and we just have to live with that. So in theory, you can’t live right. You just live how you live, whether you like it or not.

Anyway, my friend –pokes comment below- has convinced me not to drift away from my blog. Thanks Jonah.

Speaking about life, I really don’t like mine. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed, because that would be exaggerating, but I don’t have time to enjoy life. My theory is that you live life to complete your goals, and yes, people do get hurt in the way, but you have to live with that. I know it probably sounds pretty harsh, but that’s the way life works. Well, for me it does.

Must get back to working. Adios. 

 

Fortune Favours the Bold

Alright.

So I haven’t really been blogging atm. To tell you the truth, I really really hate blogging.

I know, it sounds really stupid, especially after I actually bothered making a blog. But seriously? There is more to life than blogging. A lot more. So much more, that we don’t have time to blog.

Well I don’t anyway.

Its not that I’m lazy. Far from it. Its that I have too many things to do. You’d think that a teenager wouldn’t have that much. But they do. A lot. And then they have to cope with a blog. Which doesn’t actually sound much, but it is.

So I’m saying that the stress is too much, and I will be going to hiatus for now. I need to continue studying and keep my nerd life. And my social life. Somehow.

Its like an unbalanced force. Motion is my studying, and friction is my social life/stress. I want to accelerate, push forward my studying [which is going pretty well at the moment], but as always, friction pulls you back. You just have to keep moving forward.

And as they say, ‘fortune favours the bold’.

Be bold, and it’ll all come to you.

Eventually.