I’ve done a lot of things lately, and hurting people is in my top 3. I haven’t actually had a reason. Well I have. The thing is, I’m taking my anger on the wrong people. For instance, my friend and I had a small fight, and I got pissed for about five minutes. During those five minutes, her boyfriend walks past, and I shove him.

I know, pretty stupid of me, huh? Yeah well, when I get pissed, the time span lasts for about 5 minutes to one day (excluding certain people of course who I will dislike for eternity). At that time, I get really really angry and if that person isn’t there, I act all furious to anyone who is around me.

So I’d like to aplogize and dedicate this post to my friend Anika. In Jap, I totally snapped at her, and we’re like, the most awesome friends of time.

Anika, I acted stupid, and I hope you forgive me.

Argh, only 6 more assignments to go. Kill me.

Living right is just…wrong. Nobody can live ‘right’. Sure, people can be extremely happy with their life – overjoyed, but everyone feels as if they are missing something. It is human characteristics, and we just have to live with that. So in theory, you can’t live right. You just live how you live, whether you like it or not.

Anyway, my friend –pokes comment below- has convinced me not to drift away from my blog. Thanks Jonah.

Speaking about life, I really don’t like mine. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed, because that would be exaggerating, but I don’t have time to enjoy life. My theory is that you live life to complete your goals, and yes, people do get hurt in the way, but you have to live with that. I know it probably sounds pretty harsh, but that’s the way life works. Well, for me it does.

Must get back to working. Adios. 

So I haven’t really been blogging atm. To tell you the truth, I really really hate blogging.

I know, it sounds really stupid, especially after I actually bothered making a blog. But seriously? There is more to life than blogging. A lot more. So much more, that we don’t have time to blog.

Well I don’t anyway.

Its not that I’m lazy. Far from it. Its that I have too many things to do. You’d think that a teenager wouldn’t have that much. But they do. A lot. And then they have to cope with a blog. Which doesn’t actually sound much, but it is.

So I’m saying that the stress is too much, and I will be going to hiatus for now. I need to continue studying and keep my nerd life. And my social life. Somehow.

Its like an unbalanced force. Motion is my studying, and friction is my social life/stress. I want to accelerate, push forward my studying [which is going pretty well at the moment], but as always, friction pulls you back. You just have to keep moving forward.

And as they say, ‘fortune favours the bold’.

Be bold, and it’ll all come to you.

Eventually.

I just had to post, and now I’m getting back to work.

‘Eh Eh (nothing else I can say)’ is playing constantly in my head, so excuse me for the title!

You know that music that you hear in movies? The ones that ALWAYS play in the background of something exciting (eg, someone like Mike Myers completing a 20k run) or a kissing scene? Well, I didn’t actually believe that teenagers, like us, could actually play something extraordinary like that! Sure, I’ve heard people going on about it, but you don’t actually believe them until you hear it for yourself.

And when you do, its amazing.

Continuing on, other than the music, the rest of my night sucked. Its because one of my idiotic friends (S) (don’t worry, you’ll hear about 100 of my idiotic freaky friends) had to be incredibly angry at me for a perfectly sutable theory.

I said that some guy (D) (who is my friend) liked her.

And what’s so bad about that? I mean, its my opinion! I’m entitled to it!

But she wouldn’t let go. Its like in one of those thriller movies where the hero won’t stop until he/she kicks the supervillan’s ass.

So, theoretically speaking, she did. She went all the way up to my friend and full-on asked. Which is kind of humiliating when all of HIS friends are standing there and about 4 of mine there.

I’m just thanking my lucky stars that I wasn’t there to witness the damn thing.

Apparently, she asked, and he replied with ‘No, of course I don’t like you more than a friend”

And then she said ‘Well, could you tell Meera that?’

So he shot back ‘Even if I told her, she wouldn’t believe me’.

Which just goes to show you how trustworthy your friends think you are. And obviously, I for one, am not.

Teenage troubles these days, are really really. . . stupid.

Believe it or not, I have a lot of problems. No, not as terrible as you know, for instance, Justin Timberlake (although he spends most of his time with his girlfriend, Jessica Biel or whoever it is now). But I do have a lot of problems.

In fact, one of my most recent problems is trying to get my two friends to get together. This is absolutely difficult, as one of them likes the other, but the other one can’t stand them more than a friend. And I’m caught in the middle.

So you see how this is affecting my lunchtime -  the only free time I get in school.

Whatever. I have worse problems.

Meera

Haha. Not really.

School is immensly annoying. I barely have time to do the things I want to do. I avoid talking to my friends, as they distract me at times. Because of this, I probably am reffered to as ‘quiet at times’. Homework is hell. Whoever invented it should die.

And WordPress is kinda irritating.